What Is Inside You Waiting to Come Out?

Do you know what you are passionate about?  Aside from being a MOM, which is one of the biggest blessings of my life, I didn’t.

Now, I am a stay at home mom of two busy boys ages 3 and 5.  I am blessed with a wonderful growing business that I run from home.  If you would have told me a few years back I would own a business painting furniture and teaching workshops I would have laughed!  I never imagined doing anything like this.  I mean, I’m not artistic. I am not creative.  Creative is my mom, my sister, my husband, but certainly not me.  Yet here I stand doing things I had no idea were in me.  Things God put in me that I had no idea were even there until I asked God, “What am I truly passionate about?”

The day after Christmas 2010 we lost our home to foreclosure.  I was 6 months pregnant with our second son, and had a 2 year old boy.  Things were tough for us financially.  I thought losing our home was bottom for us.  It was just the beginning of a season of loss.  Six months later, when my youngest was 8 weeks old, I got news that my father, whom I hadn’t spoken with in a few years, was murdered.  There were regrets and family issues and I was postpartum with a toddler and an 8 week old to look after.  Our financial problems had only gotten worse.

Before coming home from the workforce’ I was doing bookkeeping and office administration work.  I applied for every job I could find that I was ‘qualified’ for that I could do from home.  I even applied for a $10 an hour ‘handwrite your sales envelopes’ job.  No doors opened. 

Reluctantly I went to a business conference at my church with my husband.  I thought he should go because he’s the ‘business’ person, and I should stay home, put the kids to bed early and have some time to myself and relax.  Little did I know that my life would be so changed by going!

At the conference a speaker said, ‘If you are doing something you are passionate about you’ll be successful.’  Later that night, it occurred to me that I had NO clue what I was passionate about aside from my family.  The season I had just gone through had wiped out some of my zeal for life and I was feeling pretty dead inside.   I had pursued everything I could think of, never really considering if it was something I wanted to do or was passionate about.  I am so thankful none of those doors opened.

Once I took the time to ask God what I was really passionate about, amazing doors began to open.  What I am doing now doesn’t feel like work.  I look forward to ‘working’ and it has been such a blessing to our family.

Luke 11:9 says to ask, seek and knock.  What has God put inside of you that is waiting to come out?  I challenge you to ask.  All you need is one idea, a God idea, and everything can change. 

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  1. Laurie posted on 05/16/2014 01:15 PM
    Great word! :-)
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